forgiveness ? penerimaan ? ikhlas ?

rasanya kayak ada di dunia bukan sebenarnya , . 
jiwa sama badan ga nyatu . :D
pgnnya sih gitu , .
kali aja tiba2 ketarik masuk dunia si tron legacy itu haha . 
iya itu lebih baik dripada tinggal di dunia yang ga adil .
bagaimanapun juga , rap life ain't fair !
di tambah lagi dengan pusingnya kpala yg tak hilang dri kmrn .
obatnya hanya JEDUG JEDUG PALA hhe .
iya , #mysoul #mymind : half full half empty .
mad for nothing nothing nothing .
di tengah rapat dri pada bkin pala tambah puyeng lbih baik nulis sejenak . 
ya sbntar lgi bkal blik ke kehidupan rutinitas .
kuliah rapat kuliah rapat . 
ya mulai menghadapi kejenuhan dan kebosanan . 

tapi , menghadapi hidup ini harus bijak .
klo di chicken soup for the soul perjalanan ajaib , 
ktanya gni : 
rasanya tidak bijak mengakui bahwa lapar pada saat tidak ada sesuatu apapun untuk dimakan .
itu hnya contoh saja sh . 
ktnya juga kebijaksanaan itu hal yang bisa merubah kesengsaraan menjadi kesenangan
yaa intinya sh jangan ngeluh
walau sx lagi LIFE AIN'T FAIR .


sakit emg mungkin hahha !
tapi . ada pepatah mengatakan : 

We must hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, & lose in order to gain. 
Because some lessons in life, are best learned through pain. 

bagi sya emg butuh waktu lama untuk ikhlasin smw hal yang kita ingnkan tapi blum bisa kita dapatkan .
ya seperti dalam buku "daun yang jatuh tak pernah membenci angin" 
dikatakan . hidup adalah penerimaan . 
tak peduli dari mana penerimaan itu datang , 
entah dari hal yang menyenangkan atau tidak .
daun yang jatuh saja tak pernah membenci angin .

terkadang sulit emg apa yang kita omongin belum bisa kita jalanin . 
yaaa , . 


jiwa ini hilang entah kemana 
mngembara jauuhhhhh


i wish i could disappear 
hhe , kyk harry potter . 
kan seru klo bisa disappear kmn aja :)


.sekian.

pemenang golden globe award

Aktor Pendukung Terbaik dalam film:

Christian Bale (The Fighter)

Aktris berpenampilan terbaik dalam serial televisi-drama:

Katie Sagal (Sons of Anarchy)

Mini seri televisi terbaik:

Carlos

Aktor pemeran pembantu terbaik di serial televisi:

Chris Colfer (Glee)

Aktor terbaik di serial drama televisi:

Steve Buscemi (Boardwalk Empire)

Lagu tema terbaik:

You Haven't Seen the Last of Me di film Burlesque, musik dan lirik oleh Diane Warren

Penyusun musik terbaik:

Trent Reznor dan Atticus Ross (The Social Network)

Film animasi terbaik:

Toy Story 3

Aktris terbaik di film komedi atau musikal:

Annette Bening (The Kids Are All Right)

Aktor berpenampilan terbaik di mini seri televisi:

Al Pacino (You Don’t Know Jack)

Aktris berpenampilan terbaik di mini seri televisi:

Claire Danes (Temple Grandin)

Skenario film terbaik:

Aaron Sorkin (The Social Network)

Aktris terbaik di serial, mini seri atau film televisi:

Jane Lynch (Glee)

Film berbahasa asing terbaik:

In a Better World (Denmark)

Aktris terbaik di serial televisi-komedi atau musikal:

Laura Linney (The Big C)

Aktor terbaik di serial televisi-komedi atau musikal:

Jim Parsons (The Big Bang Theory)

Aktris pendukung film terbaik:

Melissa Leo (The Fighter)

Cecil B. DeMille Award:

Robert De Niro

Sutradara film terbaik

David Fincher (The Social Network)

Serial televisi terbaik-komedi atau musikal:

Glee

Aktor film terbaik-komedi atau musikal:

Paul Giamatti (Barney's Version)

Aktris berpenampilan terbaik di film drama:

Natalie Portman (Black Swan)

Film komedi atau musikal terbaik:

The Kids Are All Right

Aktor film drama terbaik:

Colin Firth (The King’s Speech)

Film drama terbaik:

The Social Network

stand by you , TVXQ

Kimi ga sayonara wo tsugezuni dete itta ano hi kara

Kono machi no keshiki ya nioi ga kawatta ki ga suru yo

Kimi no subete ni naritakute kawashita yakusoku mo

Hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau

Hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki sugu ni tonde ikeba

Ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta?

Dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta daisukitte

Kimi e no omoi mo afure dashita kotoba mo ima wa todokanai

Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite?

Donna fuku wo kite? Nani shite waratterundarou?

Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite

Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

Kawarazu omotte iru yo

Kimi dake omotte iru yo

Musunda kami no ushirosugata ni kimi wo kasanete

Furi kaeru shiranu dare ka ni nandomo kakedashita

Chakushin ga aru tabi kimi no namae wo kitai shitari

Kakko warui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo

Wasurerarenai no ga uso de hontou wa wasuretakunai dake

Tsuyogari ga bokura shisa naraba mou iranai

Kimi ga inakya mou nidoto kanjinai shiawasette

Dou ganbatte mite mo kobore ochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai

Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite?

Donna fuku wo kite? Nani shite waratterundarou?

Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite

Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

Dakara ima koushite boku wa mata hitori kimi no namae wo yonderu

Kore ijou setsunasa wo dakishimete ikeru wake nado nai yo

Demo sore shikanain dayo

Kimi ga iru dakede kagayaite mieta

Ano koro wa nidoto modotte wa konai kedo

Nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushitte mo

Kimi wo aishita koto kesshite wasuretakunai

Kimi ga doko ni ite Dare to doko ni ite

Donna yume wo mite nani shite waratte ite mo

Zutto koko ni ite ima mo koko ni ite

Kimi to itsu no hi ka aeru to shinjiteiru yo

Kawarazu omotte iru yo

Kimi dake omotte iru yo

Kawarazu omotte iru yo

Kimi dake omotte iru yo

100 truths about me

After you read mine, copy, paste, delete my answer and do yours :)


1. Real name: Syahidah Izzati

2. Nickname: Sya

3. Zodiac Sign: Aries

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary:  Al-furqon integrated Islamic Full Day School

6. High School: Husnul Khatimah Islamic Boarding School , Al-Chasanah Senior High School

7. College: Padjadjaran University

8. Hair color: Black

 9. Tall or short: Maybe i am little :D aha !

 11. Sweats or Jeans: or (haha)

 12. Phone or Camera: Phone

13. Health freak: Not Really

14. Orange or Apple: Apple

 15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes

16. Eat or Drink: Drink

 17. Piercings: Ears (when i was a little)

18. Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

 HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in a ships: Yes

20. Been in a relationship: No

 21. Been in a car accident: Yes

22. Been in a fist fight: I don’t think so –“

23. First piercing: Ears

 24. First best friend: Jasmine Nadhilah

 25. First award: I can't remember it

26. First crush: I honestly don’t remember

27. First word: Hoaaaaaaaaaa~

29. Last person you talked to in person: much more

30. Last person you texted: hm , .

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Jasmine Nadhilah and Taqiyya Kamilah

32. Last food you ate: INDOMIEE !!

33. Last movie you watched: Tron

34. Last song you listen to: Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou

35. Last thing you bought: Canvas and Comics

36. Last person you hugged: My mom

Fav

37. Food: Ice Cream

38. Drinks: Marquisa Juice

39. Bottoms: Nothing

40. Flower: Clover

41. Animal: Turtle and Rabbit

42. Colors: Black, Blue, Red, White, Green

43. Movie: Sci-Fi

44. Subjects: Deutsch , Phrose ( i think i love it :D)

 (Put an X in the brackets if yes)

 45. [X] in love with someone.

46. [] celebrated Halloween.

 47. [] had your heart broken... "completely into pieces"

48. [X ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

 49. [] had someone question my sexual orientation

 51. [ ] got pregnant.

 52. [ ] had an abortion.

 53. [X] did something I regret.

 54. [X] broke a promise.

 55. [X] hid a secret.

 56. [X] pretended to be happy.

 57. [X] met someone who changed your life.

 58. [X] pretended to be sick.

 59. [] left the country.

 60. [] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

 61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

 62. [X] ran a mile.

 63. [] went to the beach with your best friend.

 64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.

 65. [X] hated someone.

 66. [] stayed single for 2 years.

 CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: Ice Cream

68. Drinking: Mineral Water

69. Listening: Fall For You-SS

70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting

71. Plans for today: Read Manga

72. Waiting: humm , The Next My Life

 YOUR FUTURE:

 73. Want kids? Yes

74. Want to get married? Yes

75. Career: Scientists

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes

 77. Shorter or taller: Taller

 78. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous

81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

 82. Looks or personality: Personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

 83. Lost glasses/contacts: No

84. Snuck out of a house: Yes

85. Held a gun/knife for self-defence:  Nawh, Never need to

86. Killed somebody: No

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes

88. Been in love: Yes

89. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

 90. Yourself: Yes

91. Miracles: Yes

92. Love at first sight: Maybe

93. Heaven: Yes

94. Santa Clause: No

95. Sex on the first date: No. It’s stupid.

96. Kiss on the first date: No.

 TRUTHFULLY:

 97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yes

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yes

 99. Do you believe in God: YES

100. Post as 100 truths: Yes

hikaru's go

aaaa , i really found it ! hikaru's go 22 . yeah , (y) aku cuma punya 1 komiknya . dlu bgt belinya . 
hikaru's go 10 . dan baru saja baru saja aku liat di tempat komik bekas , huaaaaaaa .  !
ada hikaru's go 22 . langsung tanpa ba bi bu , lgsg beli . wow dan harganya 5 ribu , 5 ribu ! 
kalau di gramedia 16.500 , ini juga udah ga ada , susah nyarinya ! (komik lama) .
jikalau tadi ada dari edisi awal sampai akhir , sya akan beli saya akan beli . huaah .
ini komik favorit sya (manga dink :P) kalau ada yang punya , tolong banget . mohon jual ke sya . pliis :) okee ?  yang tau info2nya juga please contact me (my phone number : ask me !) . 
mau tanding IGO sama sya ? ayooo ! i am waiting for u :) enjoy this ! 
.sekian.

yeaa , di akhir2 menjelang berakhir nya UAS , baru post lagi . 
huaa grammar tadi 85 soal ! 85 soal  yaaa ! 
ga susah tapi ngrjainnya NGANTUK !
besok pertempuran hidup dan mati dipertaruhkan di PHROSE .
i need your help GOD , hidayahMu ya ALLAH .
bingung apa yang mau di pelajarin (?)
baca smw cerita yang di kasih udah tapi masih inget ga ya , hhe .
skrg smbil posting sambil nyari2 info yg berkaitan sama phrose hhe .
semoga bantuan dri ALLAH turun besok entah darimana bantuan itu berasal hehhe .
HAMASAH ! (walau ga ngerti apa apa haha)
danke :)